I'm so fucking bored of waiting for my life to start! I need a catalyst! I'm actually bored of talking about now boring my life is! Hahaha I want to lose it. I want to go crazy.
I haven't cried in ages now, not from emotion anyways.... probably more than year. Wow. That's impressive.
I've just realised my train of thought is all over the place.
I'm searching the web reading other people's thoughts. People my age mainly or a bit older or younger. People are very very fucked up.